* Monday, June 4

you havent changed one bit. so dont blame me for not wanting to "relate" to what ever fuckshit stunts you want to pull, cause you know in the end they wont bloody work. and dont blame anyone for wanting to stay away from you.

Labels: you

12:34:00 am

AHHHH.
so i have changed.
this sucks.
when you are about to lose a friend.
SHEILA FONG SHU JING.
I MISS YOU LIKE NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE.
i HAVE to get my old self back.
the cheerful
and dumb self.
YES.
i will.
woooo.
i will start today.
YES.

OHH.
AMAZING!
YOURE WORKING NOW,
AND TMR MORNING WITH MEE!
CANT WAIT YO!
A DAY NOT DOING CLOSING.
AND STOP THINKING SO BLOODY MUCH
BEFORE YOU SEE THE BAGEL
FLY IN YOUR DIRECTION.
REMEMBER!
cheerful is the key YO!
loves!

thats all.
i dont feel like blogging.

Labels: SHEILA. AMAZING.

9:11:00 pm

so.
i havent been blogging as of late.
the late night studying till 4am,
and the early rises at 7am have begun to take an effect,
on my oh-so-megapretty body clock.
weee hours are just my thing.
and not waking up till the early afternoons.
IM SO GOING TO BECOME LIKE LARISSA.


dear LORD,
i hope all that studying will pay off.
with my gpa of at least 3?
okay,
so maybe i didnt study all that hard for BMGT and BCA,
but for ECONS and ACCOUNTS
it was ultramegatraumatic TERROR!

i pray for nat,
for all the trouble that she's going through,
that she will know YOU are there for her no matter what.
and that her friends will always be here to support her.
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU NAT FERN!

i pray for LARRIS,
that he will remain strong,
and emerge GREATER after all that is about to happen.
he is capable of great things in YOUR name.
guide him LORD in the way to YOU.
teach him to serve with abundance and joy.

i pray for lexine,
that despite the outcome of it all,
she will stay strong,
and true to her FAITH.
cause thats whats impt right dear?
you know you have your WONDERS
to catch you when you fall.
we will ALWAYS be here for you.
and so will GOD.
trust in HIM,
and you will go far.
YOUR WONDERS BELIEVE IN YOU!
JIAYOU!
LOVES. (:

i pray for AMAZING,
that she not be so stressed with work.
and that our friendship will deepen soon.
i miss our shopping sprees and food extravaganzas.
and our dates and ben and jerry-ing!
WHOLE TUB YES?
MISSES.

i pray for lavinia,
that she sort out her thinking soon.
cause the confusion is just killing her.
LORD show her the way.
the way of her heart.

i pray for the stones.
that our drifting friendship will regain its LIFE.
that we may not be so distant.
that open-ness will be what we strive for.
because they were the first people i met at st ANTHONY's,
the ones i have spent FIVE wonderful years with.
that they among the group remain as closely knit,
despite all the downfalls,
or arguements,
or disagreements.
that their strong bond will never be broken.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
(:

and all GOD's people say,
AMEN.

7:03:00 pm

sooo.
YISS.
its coming real soooon.
i think everyone
who wishes to have a close encounter with GOD should go.
just like im going.
will post more details soon
when its nearing the dates.
((:














im studying so i'll be gone now.

5:02:00 pm

hahhaha.
and so.
dont ask me WHY.
but i baked cookies today.
so maybe my sister screwed it up
when i went to buy the baking paper.
i had to add MILK,
which was in NO PART of the recipe.
luckily it turned out fine,
or she would have been dead.
HAHA.
i made three batches of 9s,
but i think the first batch is WEIRD??
haha.
darker than the rest.
HAHHA.

for those who want the recipe,
i can tell you its damn simple.

Chocolate Chunk Cookies

3/4 cup unsalted butter, softened
1/2 cup brown sugar
1/4 cup granulated sugar
1 egg
2 tsp vanilla extract
2 cups all purpose flour
1 tsp baking powder
1/2 tsp salt
200g bittersweet chocolate, cut into chunks


Directions:

Set your oven temperature to 180 degree celcius.

Cream together butter and sugars until smooth. Add egg and vanilla and blend in.

Mix the rest of the dry ingredients. Stir in chocolate chunks.

Drop cookie dough onto a greased baking sheet and bake for 8-10 minutes or until golden brown.

i got this recipe from cheryl,
a felllow AMPLIFIER.
she's the head of F&B,
and some may know her
cause she's been interviewed a bunch of times.
so you can trust her recipe.
((:
she has other cool recipes too
and sneak peeks into great FOOOOD!!
calling out to all those food lovers,
you should visit HER BLOG(click!).
it will just tell you everything.

oohhh.
AMAZING.
everyone needs reality checks.
just some people need them more.
like me and you.
but i guess i'll say you're welcom first.
HAHA.
and thank you too.
for always screaming at me
and asking me not to be lazy.
although you're not really a leading example.
HAHAAHAHA.
you rock like my cookies!
and dont forget you owe me chocolate puddding.
since like forever lahhh.
EDIOT.
I STILL LOVE YOU THOUGH! (:

and so.
now im bracified.
i think only antaeus has seen.
and he laughed.
EDIOT FELLOW.

CHAO FOR NOW.
STUDYING IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN THIS.

9:36:00 pm

i can tell you i love my class.
they just rock.
and they are the people i will remember for life mann.
and and and,
YA.
stupid people always dragging me to kbox.
then jumping around on the sofa
and making a hell lot of noise please.
we just bring the whole world down
when we are together!
and i can so tell you
thats its all safe fun.
we cant say the same for the back pack clan,
but thats their problem...
get chased out of the lecture theatre alll.
terrible!
HAHA.


sooooo..
i joined hospi.
haha.
and winston was being all retarded,
messaging me and welcoming me to hospi.
they are just so HOSPITABLE.
HAHA.
i know they will help me to grow much deeper in faith,
as amplify has already done.
they ROCK YO!


and i didnt know i had so much stuff going on this year.
YISS.
RCIY.
AMPLIFY.
HOSPI TEAM.
KINA. (if i go lahh)
SCHOOL.
and the list just goes on
but these are the major stuff.
i hope i can manage.
with HIS help and guidance,
what else could i ask for man.


so what have i been up to these past few days...
- school: had major group presentation on friday but got high praises from MR MICHAEL so i guess that will do fine. he kept talking and talking about baybeats and caracal and asean rocks. he's just funny man. ((:
- amplify: okay.so maybe worship wasnt ALL THAT this week to some, but i thought it was alright.session was funny. ((:
- with the brackets in my mouth, its lucky that i can eat all my favourite food. but wait till the REAL DEAL comes. which is tmr?? HAHA. campbell soup for two weeks. bleah.
- i must say healing mass at csc yesterday was GOOOOOD! it was oh-so-mighty. imagine old folks being as happening, and some even more open then us youth. its a disgrace! HAHAHA. ((:

i shall stop here.





WALKS.

4:47:00 pm

i love amplify.
wooot!
((:
this was taken at pitstop cafe.
its a damn coool place
where we can all make lots of noise.
and play really fun games and stuff.
we really had a bonding session that day.
which was quit some time ago
but i had no time to blog.
HAHA.
whooops!


this is for the one who assumes.
and to think you hate people who assume.
the post wasnt meant for you.
like not even one bit.
im not referring to anyone who's dumb and slow.
its just a figure of speech.
i know im slow and dumb.
but the people there seem to be improving.
like a hell lot.
the trainees are now sooo smart.
like they've learned almost everything alr.
looks like i cant call them trainees anymore.
so i dont really know what you're driving at,
but go ahead anyway.
because you dont have the guts to clarify anything with me.

and i still hate you for lying to me.
even though it was like last year?
i'll tell you if you ask me.

and so.
i didnt go for training today.
i was a sick shit.
and im staying home the whole day,
i think.
i want to sleep la please.
sucks to have to clear the bloody house
when your throat and nose arent working.
i hate being sick.
bleah.
and and and,
i have project after project to submit as of NOW.
actually as of a long time ago.
but its still going...
SHIT ASS STRESSED.

what if i study damn hard and then i fail.
i will just die.
okay.
im going to study more.
yes.

my LIST of things to do:

`make more notes for my modules,
so that i can study easier.
`do more revision questions
for accounts, macroecons and bmgt.
`have the motivation to complete all my projects.
`spend more time with my classmates (TB05)
`go for amplify every week to meet the peepos and GOD.
`go for mass every week to meet the peepos too, and GOD.
`try to be more gentle and ladylike. (my PL says im violent.hahaha)
`dont meet my phonebuddy so much,
so that we both can concentrate on our studies,
for now at least. HAHAHA.
`splurge on makeup.
`buy new nail polish colours.
`remember EVERYONE's birthdays.
`be ready for YISS by may.
`tell everyone that i love them.
`get my precious book back.
`remember to meet MELISSA NG YI LIN like soon!
`and that i have to meet that SHERMAINE HUANG PEI TING.
`and meet THAT LEXINE THEODORA ANN ISERAL!
`larris, antaeus, nat and i have to go get our cartilidge pierced.
(SOON WOULD BE NICE PEOPLE!)
`reel back all those drifting friendships.
`and when i think of more i will blog again.

and now i have to go do my projects.
dead shit.
chao.

4:34:00 pm